Sometimes, Somehow, Someday.

Sometimes I feel like apologizing; 

For all the burdens left at the door. 

Sometimes beautiful things won’t stay. 

Sometimes I wish the memories that I always see; 

Can lead me back to the past. 

Sometimes I unlock the screwed-up side of me. 

But the vision of you in my memory; 

Is the reason why I’m still having my sanity. 

Sometimes I hope you don’t; 

Stretch yourself beyond your means.

Somehow watching the clock is what I do. 

Somehow I’m looking for an answer; 

In an empty house. 

All my efforts were not in vain. 

Somehow I’m lonely and tired; 

I’m missing you again. 

Somehow I still continue my search; 

Standing strong on my own feet; 

And I think about you again.   

Someday things will come back to me; 

As I pray that the devil won’t disturb. 

Someday I’ll unlock that smile; 

That you have never shown before. 

Someday when I dig a hole in your heart; 

Your memories will get stronger.

Someday when all the shit disappear; 

I’ll overcome all the fear. 

Someday when it’s all over; 

Have faith in me; 

We’ll be back to how we used to be.